Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 12:45 AM
19th November 2009I am extremely unhappy.But what can i do? If i were to speak what i think, more problem will be created. I made up my mind. Step back. It is always better for 1 to suffer than 2. I am really very sick and tired of all those argument. Since 2 days ago. Flower was sent,everything seems smooth..not long after a few messages, comes another argument. I really got no strength. mentally drained. . Pls let me off... ='(
You can never be able to experience how tired, how hard i tired to maintain this relationship. Because you are not in my shoe. I can't experience what you experienced as well, nonsense comments from your friends. So i can't blame you. Like what you said. i am just an example a bad girlfriend. I didn't fulfill the jobs of a girlfriend..Even when i tried my best.
I believe both of us gave in our best for the same purpose---to love one another to the max.Our problem is always with time. I have no time for you. But i am left with no choice. Dear, when can you fully understand me? I am not being anti social, i just can't afford the time to attend all gatherings. Even my friend's gathering...i only attend once or twice a month. Perhaps my time management skill sucks.
work took up 3/4 of my life. last 1/4, i need to split between you,my family,my friends. What about myself? How i wish some time i can have some time for myself, to do things i enjoy. If you really miss me, there is always a way to see me at least for half an hour? picking me up from work and have a simple dinner together?
i really don't know what i can/should do. i am really lost. really lost.....you think you are right. i think i am right. i am really tired...pls spare me.....pls....do forgive me for whatever mistakes i made.
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