Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 7:22 AM
22nd December 2009 III am back home. Went out with Mr.kuan, one of the lecturer. We had our dinner at ECP's sushi teh and then had a drink at the live band cafe and chatted.We meet up once every few months or so. I don't know if its right or wrong to tell you. I can swear to god, i have no feeling for him. But i am suspecting he is having some feeling for me. Just base on my feeling. He sent me home. I gave him a box of cookies as christmas gift and was surprised that he got me a sunflower. What does that mean? am i thinking too much or being too sensitive? I didn't declare that i am dating with you. Because you're in cleanroom and he is one of the supervisor, i am afraid that he might go against you or rather me(he is 1 of the internship LO too). In addition, i don't wish to lose him as a friend. He is definately a good listener/advisor.
I wish i could tell or declare all this to you. But, you doesn't has a big heart like i do. I am not praising myself or whatsoever. But you are sensitive, self-esteem and easily jealous, always thinking too much. I know you behave this way because you love and care about me. But, even i declare and swear that i don't have any feeling for him, are you or will you believe me? Even if you does, you will not feel comfortable/happy when i go out with him the next time. So, i got no choice, but to blog it here. I don't wish to hide it from you. But i guess, that's the only way to prevent arguements and at the same time, i am able to have him as a friends. I can swear to you, We will NEVER be possible. He's not my cup of tea.
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