Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 11:53 PM
29th December 2009 IIII was trying to find the entry where by i said i have this feeling that you really understand from the bottom of your heart....i found it. it was 17th Dec. Everything seems to be fine...until today. You said i changed,improved. But you? i don't think or feel that you made any improvement. still as short tempered, not understanding. i agree almost to everything you say or decide..i seldom go against your idea unless i have something more important. Now? you want me to go with the flow, do whatever you say, i just follow.cannot question you. What is this? treating me like your dog? When you sit, i'll sit. when you ask for my hand, i'll give you my hand? But in order to prevent arguements, i agreed. I hope you are saying that out of anger. You wouldn't be that unreasonable right? You are just angry/upset because i don't agree to stay over at your house? But i am really not confortable with that idea. And why it seems to be a need for you? i don't understand. It's not as if i got no home to stay or i too tired to go back. Like i said, if i am tired, i'll stay in bendemeer.But i don't think thats the reason. You didn't ask me to stay over because you are worried about my tirness. You want me to stay over for some other reasons right? I hate that when you said "well, then let's take individual cab home". If you really mean what you say, seriously i am totally fine with it. But i am 90% sure, on that day, we will not be taking individual cab. hahaha...we shall see.
Thats human nature. When they are angry, words come out from their mouth without going through the brain first. So, i will try not to blame you. Just control your temper a little. Be calm,think before any word pops out.
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