Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 10:14 PM
30th December 2009lalalalaa.....slacking in office right, waiting for dinner tonight! I will be having company dinner at JUMBO! always wanted to try, but didn't. If it's nice, i don't mind buying you a meal there next time.
Yesterday, you wanted to surprise me with movie tickets. You bought 7.30pm show. But by the time i go home for dinner, bath, travel down. i doubt i can make it. I am sorry that i doubt you at first. Because you asked me 7.30pm?9.30pm? It is not convincing that you already got the tickets. If you got the ticket, why you still ask me for the timing? and it is so unlike you to buy tickets without confirming with me. Because it's rather expensive. To me, you are not such guys. That's why i doubted you. In addition, you had do too much empty talk. For example, 2nd dec, i decide not to have celebration with you, because you cancel it as and when you like, show no respect. So you start flooding me with sms at night. Say why not we go here here here...or there, i will wait for you till you come blar blar blar...will make reservations...this and that. In the end? You were at home. So this time i was expecting you to do the same too. only say say say...who know, you bought the tickets.It was my fault to doubt you. But it was also because of what you did in the past that cause me to doubt you; all the empty talks. If you were there on 2nd dec, really mean what you say, wait for me at the restaurant, i will turn up. But all these appear to me as "aiya...say only la...he wouldn't do it want la..." Yes, this is what i thought. Not really doubt. But expecting it as another empty talk.
Anyway, it's over. And we are fine now. Maybe i should learn to trust you more than i trust myself. To me, you are not a person who will do such things. But i was wrong. Perhaps is still don't know you as well as i thought. But, i can swear, i never once doubt your love for me. Be it whose fault it is this time, i still have to apologies. I'm sorry, dear. I promise no more next time. No more "doubts" about your words.
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