Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 1:03 AM
9th December 2009WE argued again. same issue. MEETING. you complain i got no time for you. pestering and irrate me with messages about dates....booking me....this can that. Why can't we just be natural? perhaps the problem is mainly with me. Too much conmmitments, and the amount of commitments i gave u is not enough. You said you are understanding, but things like christmas dinner with my company, what can i do? reject and go out with you? New yr? I really don't know what is wrong what is right to do. i am very stress, very tired. starting to doubt with we really make a perfect couple. You said i can lessen my burden by not driving. If i don drive, our meeting time will be even shorter. sat to sunday i ends tuition at 3pm. by the time i train down to meet you in town, have a dinner, oh! is time to catch last train! if i got no car, u think i can travel around getting tiramisu whenever you are down at wee hours and surprise u? as usual, u sounded sacaratic. " it's ok....u enjoy with your friends, i sit at home countdown with tv,eat tibits." You think if i were given a choice, i don't want to celebrate with you? i already turned down my sis's brithday to meet you on the 24th. What more you expect me to do? i really don't know..........seems like whatever i do is always wrong. I am starting to miss the freedom i use to have.Go wherever i want, cancel whenever i like. Doesn't need to inform anyone or cares about your feeling...life is a struggle,when time is entangled. but at the same time, there wouldn't be rainbow without rain. Thinking on the bright side, maybe this kind of arguements will make our relationship stronger? Let's hope and pray for the day to come.....a day when we can be considered a perfect model couple.
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