Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 6:43 PM
23rd Feb 2010It has been a long time since i last blogged. I was busy....CNY...Valentine's day.......gathering.....i don't know where to being with...let's start from CNY.
1st day of CNY.....we met up at around 10 plus at night for Valentine's day celebration. We went to an open field near your place. We wrote our wishes on the Make-a-wish lantern we bought from chinatown. We lighted up and release up to the sky. It's rather nice..and we lighter up sparkling stick too...You gave me a personalised calendar as valentine's day present. Is a good idea, but the photo used was not very nice. But well, it gained praise from my family! Thanks darling! I gave u nothing! hahhaa....because i didnt come across anything that i think suits you. hahaha..hope you wun mind! =)
2nd day of CNY...you went over to my place. This is also my first time introducing you to my ralative. You arrived at around 2 plus or 3pm. You was wearing the springfield long sleeve i bought for you. but you folded up the sleeve...Long sleeve is meant to be put down darling =( ...you putted on a pair of jeans and shoe...so you look smart. I unfold your sleeve and you look much better! At least parade 1 round to my relative then fold up ma. But indeed..you looked great! My relative says so too. At about 5.30pm you left and went home as you are having steamboat with your family. After my relative left...i help to clear up...this and that till about 11pm. It's really tiring. In addition, previous night didn't sleep much. 2nd night.....we did quarrel...but i don't really remember what's the issue. I think it started with.....you said i sounds sian.....this and that. And you need my company on 3rd day because your family will be out. But is not i doesn't wanna go out. Is i don't know where we can go...all shops will be closed. So we agreed to go out to take a walk and have dinner. You asked me to go your house 1st. at first...i didn't think much.. so i replied "for what?". because i don't see a point. Why can't i just meet you outside? After awhile...i understood. It's a "Golden" opportunity for you. I am kind of disapppointed with you. But i know you needed me. You said you ask me go over to your place simply because you miss me. I guess is not as simple. Miss me so must go your house? If you really miss me....meeting elsewhere doesn't make a diff too.
3rd day, i drove my cousin to her friend's place...i changed KTV from 2pm to 3pm. So that we will have more time. No need to rush. I arrived at your house... What i guess was right. You needed my help. Anyway i expected the day before. I am really disappointed. But i have no right to complain. Because i am helping out of my own willingness. After KTV, we went over to my bendemeer house for dinner. You ate alot ya! hahaa...relative commented that your manners is good......socialable.....this and that...all postive comments. so no worries! But later that night...we quarrelled..over the issue that the steamboat might be postpone to friday but i told you 1st that friday bananas are coming over to my place..But you didn't tell me beforehand, so my friday is still free, that is why i agree to let bananas come over...and that leads to 4th day...
4th day....i went to school for presentation, i am suppose to go over to your place to visit your mum and dad. But i was in formal. So i thought it will be better for me to clean up and change. But your parents is going out in the late afternoon.So, you "blamed" me...why don't bring clothes to change. hahaha...you think i don't want? but you try....or put yourself in my shoe. in fomal wear...carry laptop....oranges....adapter....walking in the hot sun...perspiring...then try carrying a set of clothes and shoe to change...In the end you lost your cool....and say things like " aiya...i don't know la. you want you come...you don't want then don't come. I can't force you also" But in the first place, i didn't say i DON'T WANT to come...i NEVER. not even once. But i just take it. I didn't say much. I rushed home, get changed and cab down to your house. In this case, i can change, and will be in time to meet your parents. Win win situation. But when i am on told you i cabbing down, you ask me take train. When i say "if i take train, i will be reaching at about 3pm at least".you replied "nvm, 3pm then 3" but in the 1st place, you are the one who wants me to reach at 2.30pm. Because you say your parents are going out at 3pm. Now you are saying, 3pm then 3pm...Anyway i reached and you seems to be ok. Not long after, jie lun and de xiang came, your parents went out. So i went to rest in your room. Previous night didn't really sleep. Was too hungry to sleep as i missed my dinner...because we was arguing over the phone. When i woke up at about 5pm, jie lun and de xiang left. Once again, only both of us....and we...After which we went for dinner and head to jocelyn's house for mahjong. After mahjong we went home...
5th day, We trained back to jurong together. We had lunch at Jurong point, planned to go back together, but jie lun and de xiang came to jurong point. So you joined them, you visited de xiang's house and i meet up with Elsa to go home together. After which you came over to my place with de xiang and jie lun. Not long after, bananas came.This is the first time i offically introduced you to them. We ordered pizza for dinner. You only took a piece, because you say you don't really like that flavour? (hahaha....still say you not choosy with food...take everything...). In the end, when you are bathing, i cooked a pack of instant noodle for you. Although you said you doesn't want...but later if i never cook, you say i am not concern about you again. So yea, althought i am really tired after cleaning up the mess, i cooked for you. Wouldn't take up much time and energy after all. I recieved a call from my secondary school friends. They are around my house, wanna meet me. So we went down to meet them and went to get car. After that we went shawn's friend's house for card game. hahaha...we lost $80! Although you said $40 still okie....but more or less still will heart pain la. so i put $20 back to your wallet the next day.
Saturday after tuition i went over to your place. You studied and i slept. Was super tired. After i woke up, we went jocelyn house mahjong. After mahjong we went in to malaysia for dinner and petol,car wash....had a simple but great time. I Arrive home at about 3.30am..
Sunday, you went to your jurong relative house while i went for tuition. After which i picked my mum up and then picked you up....then my godmum. 4 of us went marina barrage. After that we went for vegetarian dinner at chinatown. After sending them home, i was a little tired. Because i was afraid that you will be unhappy, so i suggest to go out. We went to "THE HANGOUT" opposite peace centre. We played wii till about 11pm and head home...
Monday, i started work...you study for exam. We were find...till around 5pm. I rejected an outing with weijie and friends. Is a KTV outing at orchard on wednesday. I don't feel like going. Simply because Monday to friday i will be out everyday after work. Except for wednesday. So wednesday i plan to go library after work to borrow some books for our trip. If not we really have no time...After i rejected you, your reply became "no" "ok then". hahaa...i really HATE to see these. So being sensitive, i said "hahaha...these reply looked familiar...whenever a quarrel is about to start, i'll see these". You got angry and....BURST! hahaha...quarrel again. I just underestimate the power of a sentence. And i really HATE it when i said many times that I DON'T THINK IT'S YOUR FAULT....i said many many times. but you keep asking me " SO NOW IS MY FAULT?" haiyo,.....i already say IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. and i really HATE it whenever we argue, i wanna sleep...you don't let me sleep! keep miss calling me...call and hang call and hang...disturb my sleep. Why must do such things? Anxious?concern? i didn't do such things....does that means i don't love you? hmmm....perhaps? because i am not afraid of losing you? because i am too strong and not easily hurt? or am i used to it? i don't know either. Anyway...the quarrel yesterday dragged till today...
Later we will be going jie lun's place. I guess by then everything will be fine. That's a cycle. Always the case. ahahhaa....
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