Monday, February 8, 2010 @ 8:37 PM
9th Feb 2010I must be crazy. I can't believe i actually joined the LIM CHEE GUAN queue! the longest queue i ever joined. 4 hours...I reached there at 7am. I thought i was the earliest. But i'm not. there is always mountains higher. It's really far to crazy. Is it really that nice? I queue simply because of you and your family.
Last weekend we ended up in a big argument. You raised your voice over the phone. Simply because you are in a bad mood i suppose. And why are you in a bad mood? Because we didn't meet up. Hai, old problem. I really don like this point of yours. Can be so sweet this moment, but so evil the next. I already told you a week n advance that i need to help my mum prepare for CNY and sunday is going for reunion dinner with bananas. You knew it. You should be prepared we can't meet. But in the end, u control of your mood..but hours later, you are fine! you just need some sweet words from me. When you are in a good mood, you can "dear" here and there. But when you are in a bad mood? a few words message. Sunday morning, you're still ok. Till afternoon, you changed again. I know you are feeling bored, But what can i do? skip my reunion? even if i did, you will only appreciate my effort for that moment. After a few days or weeks, when same thing happens, you're problem will surface again. On sunday, i already told you i am with my friends, talk to you again at night. In the end? Keep messaging me. Can i don't reply? This is respect, i guess if i were with you, you don't want me to message all the way throughout the outing right? I know you're my boyfriend. But my friends need respect from me too!
And what is the big argument on sunday night about? You called me and start saying i accuse you this and that. Did i? The fact is that you read my message wrongly. Why are you so short tempered? can't you talk calmly? Think....confirm...make sure is really other's fault then you start the argument? Hai.
I was trying to tell you over the sms, why i didn't share with you the idea that i am getting bak gua for your family, althought i decided long ago. Because simply because if i say i will get LIM CHEE GUAN, but in the end never get it, you sure angry. So i chose to keep it to myself. Until, the bak gua is in my hand.
The sms simply wrote " on the day joseph went to your house to give your family goodies, also the 1st time you told me your sis WANTED TO GET bak gua for joseph's family, that is also the 1st time i told you i want to get bak gua for your family too. But why didn't i tell you earlier on? simply because you r not open for discussion. I know that if i said i will get from LIM CHEE GUAN, but failed. you will definately be angry and disappointed."
But what did you read as? you thought i wrote "on the day joseph went to your house to give your family goodies, also the 1st time you told me TO HELP YOUR SISTER GET bak gua for joseph's family, that is also the 1st time i told you i want to get bak gua for your family too. But why didn't i tell you earlier on? simply because you r not open for discussion. I know that if i said i will get from LIM CHEE GUAN, but failed. you will definately be angry and disappointed".
And what are you angry about? You are angry about me ACCUSING you...u said that's not your first time telling me to buy for your sis..this and that. But that's not the main point! The main point i am telling you is " Why i didn't share with you my plan to get bak gua for your family!" The rest of the information is just "bringing you back" to the day...when i 1st told you i am getting bak gua for your family.
You are contradicting too. last weekdays, can tell me "it's okie...no need to queue lim chee guan, just get Jin fu yuan will do. after all is still bak gua". Then over the weekend, you changed. You said "if you got the heart to buy, no matter what sure can get.is the promise and assurance you give people. Remember the chalet incident? " You said till as if I CHOOSE not to go and queue. I went, it's sold out. What can i do? I have tuition, work..I went down again on monday, it's sold out again. You told me "It's ok dear..just get Jin fu yuan will do." when i am queueing for Jin Fu yuan, you apologised to me for making me queue under the hot sun.
I walked out of the queue. I told you i am going to queue Lim chee Guan early morning the next day. You ask me not to go, keep asking me not to go, this and that. I went this morning, without letting you know. I want to see if you improved.
At 12pm, our conversation via sms:
YOU: The bak gua ur sis buying tomoro right? can help me buy also.Cause my parents last night ask,if you haven buy they will buy cuz already tues le.
ME:haha okie...no prob
YOU:so you helping me to buy from jin fu yuan right?
ME:Yea right! hahaha...
ME:Dear,half kg right?
YOU: half kg is it alot?Don know enough anot.
ME:Half kg around 10 piece i suppose
YOU: u decide ba (hahaa....i predicted you are diappointed,angry by now)
ME:Dear,today meet me 6.40pm...at my carpark
YOU: ok 640 then. (Predicted 1 word answer is coming....)
YOU: so tonight i'll just bring the tarts over?
ME:Ya just the tart will do la...its ok
YOU: ok, then u want help bring back? (throwing temper....)
ME:huh...help bring what back?
YOU: Tarts. (I KNEW IT! 1 WORD ANSWER!)
ME:huh?why? i tot we decided to go back together liao?
Hai.......why are you so not understanding at times? Because of 1 bak gua....want argue? Is it worthy? Hai....really donno....who's wrong...whose right.Bak gua really that important to your family? I i can't get....what else can i do?
In order to queue for it.....i lied to my supervior...that i am going to collect my medical report...i woke up at 6am....queue for 4hours.....doing all these....If you know, the most you will say "thank you.....sorrry..." but you are always throwing your temper...I rather you don't thank or apologise. Just be more understanding will do... =(
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