Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ 8:48 AM
23rd May 2010Tomorrow will be my graduation day...will you be there?
During dinner with jie lun and friends..right after wei sheng asked about our graduation day tomorrow, you find excuse to escape. You went to the gents. When you are back, he forgot about it. I guess in your heart, you are dying to leave asap and that they can forget about the graduation issue. Right?
After dinner, i went up to your house. We slacked awhile...i left at around 10.30pm. At the gate, your mum asked "tomorrow working?" i answered "nope" just before i can complete my sentence, you pushed me out of the gate. I was disappointed. You are just afraid that i will tell your parents that tomorrow is my graduation day and your parents will ask about yours. I am really disappointed. You form an image of a coward. When can you face the music? When can you tell them the fact? Don't you feel tired hiding from them, leaving in the dark?
I told myself, i am not you. I wun be able to understand how you feel. But, i am just exhasuted and irratated by your coward-ness. I don't want my boyfriend to leave in the dark,escaping,lying. I want a boyfriend that can raise his head up and be proud to be himself. I am proud of you as my boyfriend no matter what. But thats not enough. You must be proud of yourself too! I really hope you will one day raise up your head and walk thru the darkness.
You said you will be there for my graduation when i gave you the invitation card. Will you really be there?.......
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