Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 8:29 AM
24th May 2010You really didn't turn up. In the afternoon, you drop me a sms saying that you failed to get an off pass as your sir is away for course. This don't seems to be a good excuse to me although i believe its true. Cause i told you a week ago..why didn't you apply for off pass earlier? Even if your sir is away for a week, you know long ago that you can't be able to attend my graduation, why didn't you tell me earlier? You must be thinking that it is best not being able to get an off pass, so that you do not need to face your friends?
Last sunday when i pass you the invitation card, you kept saying that you will go, definately go. I said i leave it up to you. Because the purpose of inviting you is not because i want you to celebrate with me. I want you to raise your head in front of your friends and stop running away from them. So what if you are a poly drop out? So long as in future, you push yourself hard and work, produce result, who dare to look down on you? You think the other way. You want produce some result before you can tell them you dropped out. So for the time being you are comfortable living in the dark?
I am just being too naive. I was still holding on to hope that you will turn up for my graduation. Foolish me....
Right after celebration with my family, i went over to suntec to pick you up. You told me you failed your insurance paper 2. I forsee that. Try asking yourself how much effort you pumped into this paper compared to the first paper? How long have you spend studying for paper 2? You still can afford the time to go out with me...slack at home, knowing that the next day will be your paper. Ain't you have that little worry in you? You wanna produce result, then why not put in much more effort? Perhaps you did, but i didn't see it.
From today on, i am going to wash my hands off this issue. So long as you feel comfortable escaping from gradation issue, i am going to close my eyes and ears...pretending that i see and hear nothing. After all it's your choice.
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